Is it just me…

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Is it just me…

So nine weeks in and I’m not sure if someone on the outside looking in would necessarily see the differences that I’m personally experiencing, it’s not as if I’m walking or doing anything differently. But…. during the 17 hours or so I’m awake I have found that everything I do from getting out of bed in the morning to eating my food or getting my supplements or… Yes the most common thing, going to the bathroom 25 times is just that tiny bit easier. Manoeuvring about the flat so frequently is tiring, I wish I didn’t have to do it so often but I do and its slightly easier and doesn’t worry me as much. Since I came back to England from the U.S. I’ve gradually got worse, the muscle atrophy is horrible to me, I was always so proud of my strength and stamina so being in this weakened state makes me feel so frustrated and humiliated. But in the last two weeks I’ve genuinely felt stronger, now I honestly believe 100% that the transition from getting pathetically weaker everyday is slowly but surely being reversed. I know several others were fortunate as I was to be part of this group, I just hope others are experiencing improvements and it isn’t just me.

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