For so many years…

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For so many years I’d wake up and my first thoughts were that although I was in pain and struggling to move that I’d do my best and try to be positive, let me say that it was hard. I couldn’t even roll over in bed to try and get more comfortable. My mind knew what it wanted to do as my bum was numb and back was aching but the physical side of me just refused, I simply didn’t have the strength or coordination. Very frustrating when you start to cramp up but your limbs won’t move to help you relieve the problem that’s getting worse every second. Anyway enough of the bad things because my everyday life is improving. I’m now waking up and not feeling frustrated or down, now it’s a case of being very pleasantly surprised because the pain and limitations are less, obviously it’s only minor but it is better, so regardless of it only being minor and a barely noticeable improvement, the fact is it is an improvement. For instance I woke early this morning around 5.30  but felt very comfortable and more importantly, not in pain. There’s no doubt that the first month was hard feeling slightly better one day but terrible the next, the second month saw an improvement in the number and length of positive spells.  I’m now just about to enter my third calendar month and I’m so excited and optimistic and positive, it’s hard to explain really, I’m not cured …..yet but I know I will be… thank you…

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