Friday was a great day….

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Friday was a great day for me, I felt good in several ways, definitely stronger and more stable physically but I think what pleased me the most was my fine motor skills, my fingers were a lot more capable when handling my supplements which can be a little fiddly. Mentally I also seemed more competent and less overwhelmed. Some days I find myself frustrated when I know this is working but part of me, the “I want it now” part, forgets that there are thousands of things happening inside this massively complex body of mine every second, some of the good things are trying their best to fix what is wrong. At the same time there’s just as many parasites, pathogens, fungi and yeast trying just as had to stay where they are, messing up the correct functioning of my organs. So I have to give myself a good slapping, not literally of course, but sit in the quiet, meditate and believe that my body just wants me to help myself to help myself…. does that make sense?

I talk to myself a lot knowing that I can be an awkward stubborn scouse git sometimes, I know you find that hard to believe…. not.. I talk to myself because I know I’ll bloody question everything I think about… I don’t think I just can’t make my mind up, I just want to try and see things from every angle so I can do the right thing. I’ve read Ann’s book more than once and to be honest I just cannot see anything wrong, she did it right and that’s got to be respected and admired, you were amazing… R.I.P.

An unexpected one..

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Should I be worried.

According to my reckoning, Tuesday being a “not good” day meant that Wednesday was hopefully the start of a multi day sequence of “good days”, well that was what was supposed to happen according to me. As I said the other day, the AB method works, of that there’s no doubt, but there’s no guarantee as far as timing is concerned. Anyway Thursday started well, I was expecting Louise who cuts my hair to come at  12.30 to 1.0 so I couldn’t go for my rest as I usually do. She arrived a little earlier which I was grateful for, but I became frighteningly weak and really struggled just getting in the chair. Anyway 20 minutes later my hair had been cut so I excused myself and suggested she clean up the cuttings and I’d go lay down. This is where it got embarrassing for me as even using the walker was impossible, I couldn’t move my legs. Louise very kindly let me sit on the walker and she dragged me to my bed. The weird thing is that the same thing, as in the weakness happens everyday at roughly the same time. A week or so ago I thought it was the “Eat Natural” protein bars, obviously not as I’ve not eaten one for a week or had a replacement, so what’s causing this, I just don’t know, should I be worried. Well  I suppose Thursday was a bad day, an unexpected one so that should mean Friday will be good.

Looking good…

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Looking good.

As expected, Wednesday was a good day, I felt great mentally, physically and emotionally, the first two are definitely important to me in just getting around my flat, but in some ways it’s the third part, emotionally that helped me the most. I tell myself and others, as you’ll have noticed, I wear my heart on my sleeve, I write about how I’m feeling and what i firmly believe and am expecting. There’s no guarantee that this method, the one Ann Boroch perfected to cure herself and is being done by others but there’s no guarantee it will work for me. So I’m writing about what I believe will happen, based on what I’ve read and my own expectations.Tuesday was not a good day really, so based on the past cycle of events, Wednesday and the following X number of days will be good. For that to start as it did on Wednesday was emotionally a really good feeling and reaffirmed mentally what I’m doing.

I had a visitor on Wednesday morning from National Statistics to carry out a survey as they’ve done for the past couple of years. After the survey which took an hour or so I spent a few minutes, actually it was more than that explaining about this program and my beliefs of the end result. I felt very capable moving around, obviously I’m very limited because of the MS but he commented that all things taken into consideration that I was looking good.

Connect with source..

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Connect with source.

This is what I believe, connecting with source, whoever you are and whatever you believe, be it God, the Universe, or some other power. At the end of the day, believing in myself will take me on what I believe will be an incredible journey. Having an absolute confidence in the end result is the only way to achieve what you want, a couple of months ago I didn’t have any knowledge whatsoever of Ann Boroch or her achievements but I knew I would beat multiple sclerosis I just didn’t know how exactly. Having unbreakable confidence in the end result meant that the solution would find me, weird I know but it’s true, a friend of mine in Wisconsin told me about the mysterious death of a woman that had cured herself, I read one of her books, Healing Multiple sclerosis, and decided this was they way, I wrote about it on my blog and reposted in on social media, a few days later I was contacted by Janet Orchard and now I’m truly on the right path, thank you Mary and Janet. A sequence of events that on the face of it have no obvious connection but on the grand scale of things have joined forces and helped me to focus on what I truly want, to get healthy and help others do the same.

Starting the Ann Boroch method is a journey from A to B,  but unlike others you make the distance to your destination is undefined, you know it’s there but just unsure as to the time and distance involved. Mine started on September 1st and I had a good day followed by bad, then it was 3 good, 1 bad and that cycle continued for a while until my “terrible Tuesday” a week ago which was followed by 6 good days. Yesterday wasn’t a bad day per se, it just wasn’t a “good day” so now I’m honestly expecting a longer series of good days, I know this will happen, I believe in me and I have absolute and unbreakable confidence and faith.

Looks like I was right…

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Looks like I was right.

Monday, and even though it was the sixth day after the terrible Tuesday last week, hmm that could be a documented day “Terrible Tuesday”, maybe not,  today was actually a good day, I did rest but a little later than before and for less time. I sort of knew it would be a better day as soon as I got up and throughout the morning I felt more stable. Anyway it’s been about 55 hours since I had the “Eat Natural” protein bar which I’ve been having everyday for the last month. I’d originally looked at the ingredients and because it was touted as all natural healthy ingredients with no added sugar, “dipstick me” assumed it was okay and having 12 grams of protein had to be good. You know what they say about “to assume” well it’s true as in it made an”Ass out of U and Me”. So after careful investigation I saw that even though there was no added sugar the bar still had 16 grams in. So I had my last at 1 o’clock  in the afternoon on Saturday, I think it’ll take a few more days before the negative effects will stop causing a major problem but after such a long time of having them daily it’s going to be a long time to completely eliminate.

It’s really good to feel as I do and far better than the initial taste and long term problems created by eating them, small steps.

Obviously I know..

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Obviously I know without a doubt that I’m doing the right things, how do I know? Simply because I’m feeling better, I had  four days of feeling great and even today, Sunday, my fifth is good, not brilliant but definitely not a bad day. The weak spells I’ve been having as I said before seem to start about midday so I go and lay on my bed for a few hours and then feel good again. I’ve been in serious thought as to what could possibly be making that happen, it doesn’t appear to be happening to others so it’s obviously something I’m doing. I think I know what it might be so I’ve made the appropriate adjustment, there’s a chance I’ll notice tomorrow afternoon if I’m right although it might take a couple of days. I’ll not say what I think it could be until I know for sure, if it is what I’m thinking, I’ll kick myself, not literally of course. Being alone as I am is not a problem 99% of the time but it just means everything I do, every decision I make about life and my health in general is made without discussion or getting a different opinion. It can be hard but it’ll be so rewarding when I’m actually living again. I know I’m mentally strong and have the patience and determination to succeed.

I’ve had four..

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Had four..

I have to look at what I’m doing, as in following the program designed by Ann Boroch which she painstakingly created to cure herself of multiple sclerosis, if anyone thinks that its a load of rubbish then they’re entitled to their own opinion. However making judgements on something that sounds too good to be true, in all fairness is stupid because yes it sounds incredible but that’s just what it is… incredible….!!!!! It’s been just over a month that I started properly, following the food and supplemental recommendations and I have to say taking everything into consideration, I’m really happy. I’ve just had my fourth consecutive day of feeling great,  yes there’s a two hour period that seems to start around 4 hours after I’m up and about, that I suddenly become really weak but after a rest of two or three hours I feel good again. In the main I feel more capable mentally, my arms and legs feel better and I’ve definitely got better hand and foot control. That might sound a little strange to someone that doesn’t have this disease but being able to actually move the toes on my left foot and actually being conscious of them as in my brain feeling them moving is so good. There have been times in the past when I’ve slid off my bed, it is such a horrible feeling when you know it’s happening and your mind is literally screaming at your limbs to move but they just don’t. A couple of years ago that happened in November at around 9.00, I was naked, freezing cold and it was 4.30am before I was able to get up off the floor. Anyway that’s in the past and I’m so optimistic and happy about the way I’m feeling after such a short time. Mary told me but it was Janet that truly got me on this program that is giving me the most incredible, valuable gift….. my life…thank you Janet …

 

I’m a little confused….

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I’m a little confused.

Okay I totally understand that following this program is going to make significant changes in my body, that’s a given, over a period of time as more of the bad guys leave (yeast and fungus) and are replaced with good guys then I will experience bad and good days. The good are outnumbering the bad and for that I’m so grateful. I understand the plan, I understand that in order to kill the Candida that anti fungals need to be taken along with digestive enzymes and adrenal support, these along with my Youngevity supplements. This all makes perfect sense to me, however there is something I just don’t understand and I’m a little confused. At the same time everyday give or take 10 minutes I become ridiculously weak, I struggle to stand and have to use a walker..(Zimmer frame) to get to my bed, I rest for a few hours then I’m as right as rain, for a 62 yr old with MS obviously. My whole body goes weak as if all my strength has been sucked out of me, the back of my legs feel similar to cramping, not as bad but similar. Okay if this is just part of the process, then so be it, I’ll just see it through, I wonder if anyone else on the AB regimen has experienced anything similar?.

At the end of the day, it’s a problem that I can deal with, no biggie, the confusion and frustration is a small price to pay when looking at the endgame.

So very, very lucky..

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So very lucky.

I was diagnosed with MS in February 04, I think because of my knowledge of what pharmaceutical drugs really do,  I refused to take the medication that the  “oh so knowledgeable and experienced” neurologist prescribed for me. I’ve said this before I know but it’s so important when you look at the big picture. Drugs address symptoms, not treat them or remove the cause, they just suppress the body’s own receptors that are doing what they’re supposed to…. tell you there’s a problem so hopefully you will provide the correct nutrients to kill the cause. Have you ever heard the phrase “don’t shoot the messenger”, well that’s basically what 90% of prescription drugs do….Again I’ve said this before but I think it’s a great analogy… you come home and see the kitchen is flooded…. what “they” tell you to do is to use lots of blankets to mop up the water. Great way of solving the problem temporarily, my way is to turn the freaking tap off and pull the plug out of the sink, then mop up the water, once, not every day. “Their” way is like trying to dry yourself….. while you’re still in the shower.

Okay I’m ranting, but traditional doctors in the main are wearing horse blinkers, they have been brainwashed by the pharmaceutical reps, throwing sample drugs at them, they show the reports indicating they help. In almost all cases the reports have been manipulated to show what they want. Falsified statistics, the commercials on TV are so convincing especially the ridiculous “Medifacts” ads, then sheep, sorry patients are so impatient they just want a quick fix and not willing to look at the potential dangers. Pick a drug, any prescription medication and Google it, they’ll show what it’s designed for, it’s ingredients and a list of possible side effects, look at them it’s really, really scary… often the list covers tens of side effects that can be significantly worse than the problem the doctor prescribed them for.

So the title of “So very lucky” is referring to how I am and how I look, if I’d succumbed to the recommendations from the neurologists and doctors I know I’d be in a far worse place now, I know this method I’m doing would still “fix” me but it would be a lot more difficult.

Wednesday..

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Wednesday.

Well I have to say that yesterday was one of the most frightening days of my life, I’ve had worse days because of falling or vomiting of course but when considered in relation to what I’m doing with the Ann Boroch program and how good I’ve been feeling both physically and mentally the yesterday takes the biscuit. As I said earlier, the program works, it’s been proven by others following the AB method, but me, wanting to do it all straightaway instead of gradually phasing in the process and allowing the body to slowly adjust I’ve gone at it hell for leather. There’s nothing I can do now as far as easing back, what’s done is done. I feel yesterday was a milestone it’s just a milestone I jumped to and skipped the bits in between. Not something I recommend, it was horrible but I’m good today, I’m sure I will have other weak days but not like yesterday hopefully.

To anyone reading I’d just like to say I’m good now.